Alright so 2012 is supposes to be a year we all die so what do people do? They try to have kids before they die. Like wtf is with you. Did you even learn that it’s not about the damn calender thing anymore and it’s more about political things like this year being the election? Yes election 2012 is here and some of the older people know this cuz they can vote who will be president and damn well Obama is not(my opinion and going off subject). But really though why the hell would you want a kid while you’re still young? Did you ever hear of the song “Young, Wild and Free” by Wiz Khalifa? Do you understand what that means? It means continue having as much fun as you can as a young person and as much as you can. Having fun does not mean you can still have fun and chill and all. You may still do that but really someone will have to look after you’re kid and someone will be stressed out. Your parents do not deserve to be stressed over your kid and look after them while you go out and party and all. They already went through that having you guys. Hell i know how it feels to have kids around cuz i usually got my nieces and back then my nephews to deal with especially when they were born. I see how much stress my dad takes having to take care of my nieces but of course sister and brother in law are working and are over the age of 18 heck over 21. If i lived on my own i would take care of them when i was free and did not have school and why? Cuz i don’t want my parents to be stressed out and i can gain some experiences taking care of kids so once i become a parent(a few years probably 5 years from now) i would know what to do and i’ll be ready. I don’t plan to have kids right now cuz i know how much it will stress the fuck out of me and parents. I rather go to school, hangout with friends and live the rest of the young life i got lefted until i get married and have kids myself. Also if anyone has watched 16 and pregnant(yes i watch it with my sister) they would know how much those kids are stressed out and how much the parents and grandparents are. Sometimes you got to think about others and think of what will happen if you have a kid before yourself and there are times were you will have to be selfish and not try to have a kid no matter how much your love one once one. And if you are willing to have a child at a young age you need to be more responsible and be more of a parent. That means don’t go out as much, don’t expect your parents to do everything and to be that parent that will be there for the child until they grow up and know they can be with grandma and grandpa and that mom and dad is working and will be back to be with them. If you can’t handle those responsible then i suggest you just don’t try to have a child and just wait until later when you are for sure ready for one. But to those that are planning to have one right now or already have one good luck with it.  

Alright people of tumblr world I just came from my friend’s dad’s funeral. Now it was a sad moment trust me if you were there you would be down as well. I understand how that family felt because I losted two uncles(one i never met I think and one who was very close both on my dad’s side), grandfather(on my dad’s side) who I never met, grandma(on my mom’s side), and two friends. Now the thing that makes this blog be titled lame ass excuses is the fact that a friend not saying any names decided to miss out on his best friend’s dad’s wake(which is a preview thing before the funeral a day before) and the real deal. Now the wake he did make it for a few minutes and had to leave for church very good excuse and reason even though he went with friend, church ended at 7:30 or so and his parents had no idea where he was. Now for the real funeral his parents let him be excused for school(note this is the first day of school after a two week break and new classes) and it was likely excused for the day since it was a funeral but he decided to not go. Now I can understand that he may not want to lose “an education” but the fact is for this was not that. His excuses was so stupid it doesn’t deserve to even count at all. It was so retarded that he made the ad for smart phones when they showed those guys being stupid with there phones seem very very smart. His excuse was I don’t want to lose my reputation/popularity. WTF!!!!??? How in the blue hell does going to your best friend’s dad’s funeral that you know his dad very well ruins your reputation? Like really that may be the dumbest excuse I ever heard. He cares more about his reputation more than his friend that has been there for him longer than a lot of those so called “friends” that like him just because of a damn fixie thing? What kind of friend is he really. And really who fucking cares about popularity or reputation during your high school years? Probably rep but going to a funeral does not fuck it up. Not going to it especially for your friend and his family fucks it up. He should note that it was messed up on all points of it. Now if his parents didn’t let him go then we understand but the fact of the matter is they did let him and he decided reputation and popularity over his best friend and the family he always kicks it with. Hopefully he will understand that popularity and reputation will not matter once you’re in college. If not then he will fail at things and will not be able to make it up. He better think long and hard about it completely.

New Year’s resolutions or how I like to call it a New Year’s resurrection. Apparently I don’t really have much this year like last year or the year before b/c I probably accomplish what I sort of wanted.

1. Get through freshmen year College. A complete new one right there since it’s my first year. Not too bad so far and on break until Jan.17.

2. Be a much better boyfriend. My girlfriend says I’m a really nice boyfriend and I been a perfect person and other people say the same but I really don’t think I been a really good boyfriend. It’s not cuz I was cheating or I am cheating or any of that but because I just feel like I could do more to make the relationship a complete success. True we are still young and it has been only 16 going on 17 months but I really do want to improve myself and prove to her, some friends and her family including my own that we can co-exist for the future to come.

3. Controlling myself. Now I always say that but does it improve well somewhat. It does get better in my opinion over the years so let’s just found out what may happen.

4. Learn how to drive and get my license and car. I been thinking of this a lot but I never got through step one and that’s getting my permit. Now that I accomplish that just a few days ago I can now focus on how to drive and if I pass and get my license get a car. My parents do not have enough cars for all of us at the moment and Once i get my license I will be out with a car a lot more than I am out without one and even though my dad does not work and stays home some of the times he will need a car to drive to his friend’s house or to the store and if all the cars are taken by my mom, brother and me then he has no way of getting anywhere. Okay he does but I mean long distances and at the moment thing like buy meat to make pho or get beer to go to his friend’s house and party like no tomorrow lol.

5. Get a PS3. I been wanting one since it came out but never got it. My sister also said she’ll buy me one for my birthday and Christmas but that never happened. I know people been telling me get a Xbox360 since it’s better or so but I played a PlayStation console since I was around 9 or 10 and I got used to a PlayStation console like a PS2 compare to an Xbox which I rarely played mostly at a friend’s house. Well hopefully this wish comes true.

Well that’s all for now. Might figure out more later on but for now it’ll be only 5.

Alright now i kinda been holding this in for a while but like i learned holding everything in isn’t good. So let me open this to whoever it may be to. I kinda been tired of how people been reacting lately. Ever since i graduated school and highschool n all started there have been certain people(not naming anyone) who just been….how i say this not being themselves anymore. You see people been very rude, disrespectful and just plain messed up. Okay probably not all that but really they say they would be by your side and what happens they walk away and leave you hanging. True friends wouldn’t leave friends hanging around n trying to make excuses for there actions. You’re gonna be an adult soon now try to take some responsibilities for your actions. Not being messed up or anything just you can’t start acting like you’re trying to be someone you’re not and try to fit in with people that you barely met and who only likes you for what you have and not like you for you. Also even if some people are gone or so you shouldn’t turn your back on them and walk away with no explanation of why you lefted. That’s just rude. And name calling for no reason nor is it a joke is completely unacceptable. Like trust me on this i been building with name calling for so long if you probably did it at the wrong place and wrong time you might accidentally cause someone to hit you and try to hurt you for some small reason but small things can build up. Now the true question is do you really know who your real friends are? Are you lost and thinking other people who just end up being so called”popular” accept you cuz you just got something they like? Well think about it and tell me how it really is. Friends like you for you not what you have. If it’s certain skills like able to speak to people about feelings and helping them out when they are down are completely different stories compare to liking someone cuz they just got a ps3 with black ops or MW3 and you can online chat with them. That’s just kinda dumb right there and not real true friends. So next time choose wisely and think clearly. Be honest and try to be know that anything can happen.  

Wow it’s been a year since your death. Still can’t believe it actually happened. I still remember how my dad came home this one day crying and i asked him why he was crying. It’s when he told me about the news of the death of my uncle. I was in shocked and thought he was just kiddin. I thought it was not true and that my uncle was fine and nothing happened. I was still in shock. I still remember how that whole week we did a lot of praying and no matter what we all took the pain for you. I was so in shocked i didn’t cry at the funeral until the last day of it. He meant a lot to me and the family. I known him since i was like born because my family and his family always lived close to each other and my dad and him were very close brothers. I knew even whenever you yelled at us for messing around when we were younger it was for a good cause. We were tiring to hide behind your couch for hide and seek and ran around the house a lot. But we knew it wasn’t cuz you hated us. It was cuz we could have gotta hurt. You cared about us and your own children so much. I hope for the best and i miss you and love you. Hope you been having a great time with the heavens and we will all see you sometime there.